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  • Fred O'Malley
    I AM THE PALE HORSEMAN
    • Apr 2013
    • 173365

    The Truth About Life?

    Life, your life and mine.

    A series of escapades, some good and some bad. At times you betray yourself and other times you are victorious. You embarrass yourself and you redeem yourself. You love and you hate.

    Your life, like mine is a wave with highs and lows. Your first love, the one that didn't love you back. Then the one that did. Your first sex, with the one who could have been your soulmate, but it didn't work out. Then one did.

    You work at a job you find boring or exciting, but not fulfilling. You have a boss that doesn't know sheep shit from wild honey, yet he/she is your boss, with power over you and you accede to conformity.

    You eventually find a job that fulfills you, but not completely. You find something to believe in, but it's not complete either. You settle.

    Years go by and there is a longing in you for a thing you can't put your finger on, searching. Maybe it's another person, you fuck around and have guilt follow you like an assassin. Then, you find that your sig other has fucked around too. Your world falls apart. You leave without direction, without purpose, you are devastated, seeing only one side.

    Eventually you come to understand that only truth matters, yours, hers, it doesn't matter, as long as it is true. Your broken heart never heals, but the suffering does subside. You long for the one who can make you forget all the others, but he/she never appears.

    Finally, you settle into a routine that at least seems normal. You work and make love and dream of things that might have been. You can never find the perfect reality, because it cannot exist for you. The betrayal and the being betrayed has taken the life from you. You live but aren't really alive, you screwed that up long ago.

    You find an escape in drugs or alcohol and hide from reality, knowing you can't hide.

    Then comes an understanding that surpasses all others. You finally know that your life, good or bad, is your life and you can get on with it or end it. You still search, you can't help it, but this is your life. There is nothing better for you, this is it.

    All the great times you had mean nothing now, except in your mind, and they remind you that your life has been less than anticipated. The good times don't last, as don't the bad times, be grateful.

    Look around you, count your blessings and enjoy the life you have, it won't get any better.

    Life is an endurance and a sword with two edges. When it ends, you will feel both gratitude and regret. That's life.

    Fred O'Malley
    Government is a DISEASE - FREEDOM is the CURE
    Integrity is doing the right thing when no one else is watching.
    “Men fear thought as they fear nothing else on earth — more than ruin, more even than death. Thought is subversive and revolutionary, destructive and terrible, thought is merciless to privilege, established institutions, and comfortable habits; thought is anarchic and lawless, indifferent to authority, careless of the well-tried wisdom of the ages. Thought looks into the pit of hell and is not afraid … Thought is great and swift and free, the light of the world, and the chief glory of man.”Bertrand Russell, Why Men Fight

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